Do you enjoy death?
Do you? Do you enjoy watching a sedated animal draw its last, weak breath, as the vet holds a stethoscope to their heart? Do you enjoy knowing they won't ever wake up from where they lay? Do you enjoy thinking about where the body will go? Do you enjoy signing for cremation, and leaving the vet's office alone with an empty carrier? Do you enjoy going through photos and realizing that's all you will get?